We have POWER! I think I've known I'm special since I was little. I mean adults were always telling us that weren't they? Then where did it come unglued?, where did we get derailed?That special, instinctual sense of self, that still small voice of the creator, gave way to the big mouth nay sayer in my head! As far back as I can remember, as soon as I started to listen to outside opinions of who I was and tried to conform to the ideals of those who knew better; what I should be doing, thinking, saying and being, I lost my way.
The moment I returned to my true "dharma,"went against the grain, rebelled, so to speak, I felt like me again.
I've spent the first half of my life trying to find myself and now realize that I was never lost! I've made mistakes, carried baggage, been miserable, made others the same way!, felt guilt, confusion, desperation, FEAR and completely wore myself out!!!!
When I finally gave up, let go, stopped driving myself forward and into the ground, completely surrendered, stopped the chatter in my head, closed my own mouth and just was........
THERE IT WAS.....MY POWER....MY TRUTH....MY CLARITY and MY PATH.
I didn't need Dr. Phil or Oprah. I needed me, in my purest form, the me with the direct line to my spirituality if you will, or as I am more comfortable saying....the God in me. The instant I am present in and present for my life, it begins in earnest! It's just that simple and has taken me 55 quick years to understand!!!!
Have I wasted all the time past? Nope....all part of the journey. Have I hung onto things?....yup, but I know now that I can't fly weighted down with regret. Am I cured?....that's a head game my ego plays with me.....AND I"M NOT PLAYIN"!!!!
I'm livin' in the moment, I'm cherishing the life, I'm loving all the work it takes to stay present and I'm so grateful to be able to be clear, open and ready.
It's a new day, new moment, new chance, new freedom! I'm here and I'm ready.....Let the dance begin!
The moment I returned to my true "dharma,"went against the grain, rebelled, so to speak, I felt like me again.
I've spent the first half of my life trying to find myself and now realize that I was never lost! I've made mistakes, carried baggage, been miserable, made others the same way!, felt guilt, confusion, desperation, FEAR and completely wore myself out!!!!
When I finally gave up, let go, stopped driving myself forward and into the ground, completely surrendered, stopped the chatter in my head, closed my own mouth and just was........
THERE IT WAS.....MY POWER....MY TRUTH....MY CLARITY and MY PATH.
I didn't need Dr. Phil or Oprah. I needed me, in my purest form, the me with the direct line to my spirituality if you will, or as I am more comfortable saying....the God in me. The instant I am present in and present for my life, it begins in earnest! It's just that simple and has taken me 55 quick years to understand!!!!
Have I wasted all the time past? Nope....all part of the journey. Have I hung onto things?....yup, but I know now that I can't fly weighted down with regret. Am I cured?....that's a head game my ego plays with me.....AND I"M NOT PLAYIN"!!!!
I'm livin' in the moment, I'm cherishing the life, I'm loving all the work it takes to stay present and I'm so grateful to be able to be clear, open and ready.
It's a new day, new moment, new chance, new freedom! I'm here and I'm ready.....Let the dance begin!
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